closure

you know, it's almost at the end of the year
the end of this horrible, horrible 2009
and i know i haven't really succeeded yet
however..
until today..
i had actually felt better..

i guess it's my fault for falling for someone so talented
i'm sure this isn't gonna be the last time i'd read your name in the news

but it just makes it THAT MUCH harder
i hope you know that
you probably don't care
but i hope you know that

i'm going to bali tomorrow
when i come back, it'll be 2010

a new year
a new beginning
the year that my wishes should be granted
must be granted

sorry for the boring post
but i'm uninspired
and i can't be bothered

hopefully i'll be able to be myself again next year

have a great new year
and.. uhm.. i miss you

still..