September 16, 2008

IT'S A MUST!

unfortunately
my heart wasn't made of stone
unfortunately
it's so fragile and easily broken

a year has burned out red and gold
but the colors bled into my world and died
leaving a space
between believing and not believing
between faith and death
between existence and emptiness
not quite here
not quite there
not quite anywhere

unfortunately
it's just a space
a very uncomfortable space

unfortunately
i'm quite stubborn
so i'm insisting
and i'm pressing on
bleeding to death
but still pressing on

because i believe
it's a MUST!

2 comments:

unee said...

Don't you ever just gets tired of ... being so..stubborn. It -almost- feels like... you're pushing yourself to your own limit(s).

(Being a stubborn ass myself. Hehe).
I like this one a lot,tho' :).

AMANDA MEIRINI SUCAHYO said...

yeah i know.. but this one is hard to let go :-)